Do you have a soundtrack for your life?
Unfortunately my life has had personal failures, I’ve hurt people, I’ve chosen selfishness, and I’ve sinned. Some of these things poked their head out publicly, and others stayed hidden. Over the years, I blamed myself for what I did, but the blame also began to be directed at who I am. Therefore, a soundtrack of self-rejection took root. So, when I disappointed someone or failed again, I would begin to hear the words that, ‘I deserve to be pushed aside, abandoned, rejected, thrown out, and forgotten.’
Have you ever had a critical soundtrack blaring in your ears and constantly reminding you of who you really are?
Henri Nouwen, from his book “Life of the Beloved”, relays this truth from God to you and I. I think it should become a new soundtrack for everyone.
“I have called you by name, from the very beginning. You are mine and I am yours. You are my beloved, on you my favor rests. I have molded you in the depths of the earth and knitted you together in your mother’s womb. I have carved you in the palms of my hands and hidden you in the shadow of my embrace. I look at you with infinite tenderness and care for you with a care more intimate than that of a mother for her child. I have counted every hair on your head and guided you at every step. Wherever you go, I go with you, and wherever you rest, I keep watch. I will give you food that will satisfy all your hunger and drink that will quench all your thirst. I will not hide my face from you. You know me as your own as I know you as my own. You belong to me. I am your father, your mother, your brother, your sister, your lover, and your spouse… yes, even your child… wherever you are I will be. Nothing will ever separate us. We are one.”
So, when the old music starts to play, I encourage you to change the channel and remember that you are God’s beloved and on you His favor rests.